wedding bells are a'ringing!

I realize that I just posted a blog. But that was an introduction... sort of. I do have something on my mind.

I am a twenty-something year old, pretty young woman who is about to graduate and has endless possibilities. I have a good number of loyal, amazing friends. I do well in my classes... leading to a feeling of accomplishment. I have been to New York, L.A., London, Paris, and many places in Italy. (I am a very lucky girl for all this!) This morning I woke up at 8 AM (after not getting in till 2 AM) for a workshop that taught me to accept my inner self. I learned how to make a Soul Collage and to bind a book. (both very fun!) I know what you are thinking... I have it all. (please sense my sarcasm!)

So... why should I be blogging. Blogging is for people who have been upset and disappointed and want to let out their feelings in writing. In hopes that someone will read it and sympathize. And then everything will be okay because someone else has been through the same thing? I am not sure about this. I secretly hope that a guy will read this, realize all of the amazing things about me (without even meeting me) and it will be a fairy-tale. But... who will read this? why read this? I am just another girl in her quarterlife complaining about guys, jobs, friends, and life.

I saw the movie 27 dresses tonight. It was very cute... funny, hot guy, happy ending. I even teared up in a couple parts, out of happiness and sadness. who could ask for more? my roommate sitting beside me, who is on cloud nine because she is getting married in one year and two months, loves the movie. And I think that i would have liked it in the past. I used to eat up those female porns. (which, of course, I mean the movies that set our standards impossibly high, making reality seem unworthy, but are impossible to stop watching) but now i leave unhappy. they are not very realistic... yet i can't even bring myself to dream about it. i am pretty sure that i will be get married eventually... but i am not positive anymore. i don't know if i can be one of those 30 year old women who have never had a serious relationship.... i don't know if i am strong enough.

but... hey... at least i don't have to wear dress like the one at the beginning of this post to my best friend's wedding!